Lullabies For Suffering: Tales of Addiction Horror by unknow

Author:unknow
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Wicked Run Press
Published: 2020-01-14T05:00:00+00:00

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Pain addiction?

Like what the fuck, right?

You can’t be addicted to pain. Addiction is for things like meth or coke or oxycodone. Booze or pills or pot. But not pain.

How the fuck can you be addicted to pain?

Something my mother used to say to me, after I was stupid enough to tell her.

You don’t see addicts crouching in dark alleys bashing their heads against the bricks, do you?

You don’t see someone willing to trade a blow job for just one hit.

You don’t see junkies lounging on filthy mattresses in derelict buildings breaking each other’s fingers.

But come on, if Robert Palmer was right, and you might as well face it you’re addicted to love, then why would pain be so far off the mark?

I’ve never stolen money or cruised dangerous streets in bad parts of town to get a fix of what I need, but I have traded sex for it plenty of times, so what? I’ve wheedled and begged for it, foregone relationships because of, forgotten to eat or drink or go out of the house for long periods. Felt the deep ache of withdrawals, the cravings, the thrill of the fix, and the desperation to do more.

Point is, I’ve done everything a good addict would do to score a hit of what I need. What I’m addicted to.

Besides, pay attention.

I’ve already told you.

I’m addicted to two things.

And I already knew at this point that one of them was gaining the upper hand on the other.

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